> Hold on to me and never let me go;
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This time, This place
 Misused, Mistakes
 Too long, Too late
 Who was I to make you wait

Just one chance
 Just one breath
 Just in case there's just one left
 'Cause you know,
 you know, you know

That I love you
 I have loved you all along
 And I miss you

Been far away for far too long
 I keep dreaming you'll be with me

and you'll never go
 Stop breathing if
 I don't see you anymore

I wanted you to stay
 'Cause I needed
 I need to hear you say
 That I love you
 I have loved you all along
 And I forgive you
 For being away for far too long
 So keep breathing
 'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
 Believe it
 Hold on to me and, never let me go..


♥ PROFILE

Haritha...Thats me! :D♥.

Nobody but me

Hullo, did I said welcome just now?
I'm a girl who ONLY love myself.
Oh yes, I love Michael Jackson too, :D
I am in love with Chocolates & Candies.
They're so sweet you just can't reject them!
I am a bookworm
I love books, I crawl between the pages
I am from JWSS.
13 tis year...
+1 to 13 every 3rd May!
Thnx 4 wasting ur time visiting me;)
Have Fun

♥ DESIRES
♥Someone who i can call Perfect!
♥To get into Top 10 in my Mid-Year Level Positions;)
♥To be a Pilot or a Teacher...
♥To be with Neena forever
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Sunday, January 31, 2010
9:18:00 PM

Happy Bdae to Hari(Harry Potter) &Preity Zinta!!!

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

Saturday, January 30, 2010
12:14:00 PM

My earlier post was a truth...till yesterday...
Nt anymre...
I don like anyone...Nt in love wit anyone..gonna enjoy life to the Max...
U like me...u aso enjoy life wit me...I can guratee u a time u'll nvr regret hahah...
Cool huh...
ok la..Tmr Bro Bdae must put Flour up his Door ...
so tat when he opens aft Flagday tired n ragged...
it'll fell on him n he'll bath...hahha...
ok beybye...

Haritha;)))

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

12:08:00 PM

I am

LOST for words
LOST for thoughts
LOST in a limbo of spatial existence

i was abandoned on the concretes of a highway
without an address and felt very much a stray

i called out to you in despair
and all you did was have a tantrum affair

in the night i sat there alone
hoping you'd come back to bring me back home
a tear drop tripped off my eye and fell to my skirt, which was torn and stained just like the shirt
no one to wipe it; no one to know it
i lay there in pain all covered in dirt


every pore in me is screaming out for your attention and love
every nerve yearns for your comfort and nothing above
how can you say i dun want you when you wont even look at me
i cant tell you how much you mean cos you get all touchy

why oh why, and what should i do
i lay there in silence and in love for you


the works of fire crackers reflected on my eye,
the pain within, bursts out to the sky
every breath, every leaf, every drop that passes is sending you messages like doves in masses

i lay there in hope that one might reach
in time to see me before I'm bleached
I've used up all that i had and i have no more...the last bits of my remains I'll gladly offer you if that might make you show a glimpse of your love to me, but I'd only wish that i lived at least a moment to witness it before I'm gone.

the wind is cold and cuts my face,
my lungs are tight and filled with haze,
i lay there shrivelled waiting for you,
will you come, will you see, will you pick me up and love me...
will you?

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

11:47:00 AM

Dear Bloggg...

Actaully...Let me tell u wad happend tis past few days in my life...
Firstly i fell bck in the SM's Net...Loved him alot...
He found me as a fwen...then yesterday he owned up to me tat he like my fwen...
I was like ok...all the best...Thnx 4 telling me...
Finish...Case closed...I n him nomre gona..talk...U noe y...If i talk to him...I get bloody hell charmed by him nad fell bck...
I really feel energyless in this...
frm now on..I gonna love my family n fwens truckloads...
Noone can interfere in my life...
Hope someday...someguy will change my intentions on guys....
Def it is a long way to go...
Nvm i can wait...
OMG tmr is my Bro Bdae!!!N my mum go Batam cme bck hme oni today nite...
Dad go some skill building workshop...Bro go Flagday..At Jurong East...
I alone at home...
HOME ALONE;)..
As time gets by i starting love myself alot!!!
Yesterday Np was very tiring...
Bt fun...Had alot of drills...
Bt liked it loads...
Bt yesterday they released us early...Donno y...
then the canteen light aso off early sia...
Then i and Roshan Chao to Jp...Then thr..took bus chao home...
Then today went for my Yoga class...Wit Roshan Mom aso...
Fun sia...The instructor speaks tamil!!!Shocking but true...
Then it was fun wit her...
Then i and Roshan Chao off home...
Now i in my best character....Mind everything...EM THE BEST!!!wHOHOO!!
Hahha...
My next post goin to post somethng really nice...do read...aso true one la...


CHaoing off
Haritha;)))

Said that I love you...
I have loved you all along..

Wednesday, January 27, 2010
3:37:00 PM

Dear Bloggy...

Very confused ryt now la...
I am guilty...was i bad to u...
I donno....
U made me feel like a dog....
I am sorry...
Donno if the fault was urs or mine...
Bt i am soooo sry...
Pls....Don make me feel like this...hate it badly....
Donno la....Wad u wanna telll...

Sch....
Ok la...everytime i c his face...i P.S redi....
Like all my fault liao...
Really ah?1/I donno....
Wad u made my life a question mark...
I donno la...
Will it be alright if we talk things out/1/1

Haiz...Confused!!!

Haritha

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I have loved you all along..

Saturday, January 23, 2010
8:29:00 PM

Happy Bdae Ramdan(HK Chiobu) & Ariff(Mother Pundae)

Whoa...Yesterday damn tiring bt Fun!!!
I was happy wit Squad...
Soo fun...the New Mam damn fun and nice sia...
Was fun wit her...
Then today went to Yoga class wit Roshan...sudenly they yesterday said...
No Yoga mat...Then use Towel liao...
Then the instrcutor very gd...kind...
this one aso tiring...
bt i gave up on tat SM guy AKA Sappi!
Now la...
don wan talk bout him...
regret wasting time wit him...
now much much mre better feeling...
Then brought 4 Bro Old Changkee went home...
He ate nvr say Thnk u...
Bad species hahah...
Then ya la...
Fun wit Bestie sia...
Was saboing him...
hahah...
he ahh...
ok la...gtg byebye...


Haritha

Nutri soya!!!

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I have loved you all along..

Tuesday, January 19, 2010
9:03:00 PM

Today very nice sia...
As a 2E1 Welfare head i have the responsiblity to decorate the class...
Teacher ask me find out design...for Valentines Day & Chinese New year...
So ya planning la..
So tis yr CIP aso i involved cos i class comittee ma...
lols..
its kinda fun la...i do history le...hahah
First time my name in my class notice board n for a gd causeXp
haha...
Then History ok la today...
Bro soo tired nowadays...noone to fight...sooo boring...
So planning to buy him old changkee Thurs...
heeh...c i soo sweet...no la if i like the person..the person can experience heaven frm me!
hahah...
ok la...goint o slp...dreaming bout u...arghh..
tmr got wedding to attend sia...achoo...
nvm hopeless...shld go...
ok la...bb;))

Haritha...Man i love u truckloads...!!!

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I have loved you all along..

Saturday, January 16, 2010
4:20:00 PM

This few days had been a died sad for me...
Yesterday cry soo much then Neena called..
I told her wad happen...She told me tat mayb He thinks i trying to make him jealous by talking to other guys...
Tats y he angry wit me...
I was like mayb la true...
Bt comeon ..i choiceless...Ppl talk to me..i talk back...
i don wan hurt anyone...
I hate to hurt anyone...The way their face changes...is the same as A needle piercing through a skin(for me)
Tats y i talk to guys...
If u don like tell!
Don ignore me...
i hate to be ignored...Respect me like anyo ther human being tat exist...bt nt like a Alien...
I really don want to be ignored by...It hurts alot...
I cant take it..
I end up crying...
U don like me talking to other guys?
Say it...
don ignore...
I really....cant take it...;((((((


Haritha;(((((

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I have loved you all along..

Friday, January 15, 2010
8:30:00 PM

Yesterday & Today was super bad day for me!!!
I seriously cried alot ...
Cry means u shld noe y redi la!!!
Actually i was no choice ust go to the Tamil centre redi!
Then in the bus sit la.
Saw the upper sec i was like don wan go..I told the teacher ...she say sit down...
Haiz!
Realli i was damn iriitaed..Go thr ...Saw Drama fun la..
The part is...He talk to other girl cant talk to me...
Then ltr aft sch today went to canteen to c if i can c him...
Then donno whr he go...
Then UG parade saw him la...
Then ltr...aft Np we to other girls soo easily ...Look at me one kind...
I like alien...
Comeon y cant he think i am aso a normal person...
TRUST ME!
I AM GOD DAMNIT SENSITIVE!
Small thing aso i sad alot one...
Seriousli i tat type...
He talk...laugh wit other girlll...Not even a gd look to me...
Ok i noe i look bad...bt jus as a fellow schmate...Hw much pain will u feel...
I am the one feeling it!
I really yesterday came back home cried!
Then Neena advised me sia...
I was ok...She really made my day...
Today...aft sch i thont to Cubez see if i can get a new bag...
Then went to 178 Busstop...so noneed to walk alot..
He n his fwen came..Saw me...Like ghost(i)they walk away!
Man wads happening!
I really Love to have u talk to me as a norm schmate...
Y cant u?
I then went home...Talk to mum...
JUs 42secs...oni...I startd to cry...
I ran to the toilet talkd to the mirror...
I said he no longer loves me...
The mirror said...sooo sorry bt its the truth...
I cried to it...It said don cry...Everythng wld be better...
and u r not his better girl...
Bt i said he is my better boy...
Mirror said...Hopeless la...I cried more..for like 20 mins i cried...Thinking bout my memories wit him...
Then bathd...went to room...Tried Neena's phone...Bt she nvr pick up...
Then Roshan calld say tmr 10am gt Sci tuition...
Hiaz...Nvm la...
1)I won even pass by u...
2)Try my best to forget uT.T
3)Won be a bloody hindrance to u...

Haiz...Hope u are well la...
I not care bout myself...
Have a blissful last year in JWSS...
I don wan be the hindrance to ur happiness...
T.T
T T

Hopeless Haritha;(

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Tuesday, January 12, 2010
8:44:00 PM

Hey hi...
Two days nvr log in feel one kind sia...
Sooo hmmm let me tell u bout my gd old long two days!!!
Mon aft sch stayd back..(To look at him<3<3<3)
Then ltr went to Neena's house met her mom n went home wit Roshan!
I lost all my stamina trust me!
Sooo tiring..
I came bck go slept..Oni wake up 6.30pm!
Then do HW!
Haiz...nowadays sch sooo tiring sia...
Tuitions including!
Then rmbr i stayed bck to look at him
Wow!He soooo god damnit HOT!!~~~~
Cant take it sia...
he sooo gd...I like~.~
Hiaz....He like the Hottest guy in the world!(Exclusive only for me...);)
Ok then Today...Its BB day!
Hahha...Happy BB day!
Then ok la...went to sch wit Roshan...Took 178...
then ....Saw My erhem...He sooo cute...look at me!
hahha...
Then...History...quite bore sia...
then...Physics...saw my guy again...hahh...happy day!
then ya la...
sch finish...Chao off home!!!


Haritha

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I have loved you all along..

Sunday, January 10, 2010
2:18:00 PM

Was reading a Friend's blog and almost cried...
Her bf was a O level Grd last yr and he left...
so she wrote la..miss him...
soo touching sia tat post...
i cried redi...-.-haiz...
mayb i aso starting to feel he miss sia..
Mine will be goin to ryts...
aiyoo...mayb i shld treasure u...Hello!i startd treasureing u long time redi...
haiz...nvm...stil i continue...I damnit like.u sia..
wads so gd bout u?!?
EVERYTHING!
Haiyoo..can kill me eh!...
haiz..nvm when u grad ryt..i dedicate one whole post 4 u!
Promise...
u aso donno!
haiz...=.=
nvm...

Haritha<3

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I have loved you all along..

Saturday, January 9, 2010
8:57:00 PM

Yesterday damnit tired sia...Tats y nvr blog...
Got 3 camps tis year...
Got Kayaking & Shooting course...wh000h000!
Then ya la...Nvr go Open house...Open house finish aso i still slping...hahha...
No cure one;)))
then ya la yesterday very tiring sia..even thought we did abit marching oni...
Redcross to alot mre then us...pity them...
Then ya march infront of the other UGs very paiseh le!!
Smemre Ncc!!!
Aiyoo...
I saw SM soo many times sia...
Soo cute sia he!!!
Trying to balance the bamboo stick!
Waloa!I was like man will this guy get any perfecter.?!?
haizzz...
Cant tahan la...
Then today ryt...Went for the bursary awards...wit mum...
Thr gt Amalina sia...gd 4 me...
Then saw Durga...sry sry Sahana change of name sia...
Then aso saw Shasi & Nurul...
gd ppl...
I got my bursary then Mr Tharman say gd to c me again...
hahah...i laugh sia...
Then on the screen ryt gt SM Sis photos s ia...i was like wow!Thx 4 the memoir!
haiz...Then radio aso one guy talk his name aso SM!!!
Soo many SM eh!!
Haiz...tat guy make me go damnit berseck one!
ok la...
gtg
byebye...


Haiz...SM SMSM....<3

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Tuesday, January 5, 2010
8:50:00 PM

HOORAY!!!
NEENA IS BACK!!!
Man!!!I soo Happy!!!
My laughing Partner is bck!!!
I miss her soo much....
man atlast!
I almost Cried over the phone...
haiz i am not tat type to cry bt wat to do nvr talk/c for 3 months now c wowloa...
I used to talking to her...
Trust me she noes 100% secrets bout me...EVERYTHING!
Ok la happy!
Bt sad she not my class=((((
nvm she study gd next year go my class!
Jiayouhs to her...hahha
nt kidding though...
Ok la today was kinda fun...
the one beside me great entertainment for me sia...
hahah...
laughing nonesome wit him...
very ge fwen/!
And aso Ariff!
hahha
Not to forget Zhen Siang!
All boys bt gd ones...
sry no girl want talk to me=((((
hahha...bt still fun sia...
My form teacher chio one...;)
like last year class damnit missing sia...
haizz kk byebye

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Sunday, January 3, 2010
8:59:00 PM

Today as Mum promised upon herself,brought us to the temple..
went to temple wit my Uncle...he drove us thr...
We love to go wit him...
damn fun sia he...
hahah...
Today he scold to ppl stupid fellow while driving the car...
hahha...
wad to do...
he told us la..tat do go Poly go Jc...
cos oni 10 in 100 frm Poly go Uni bt in Jc 10 in 100 won go Uni & the rest go Poly...
cool aites..
Donno la hw the brain goes...go la...
Tonite mus stay up sia...
got smethng up...
then bout 4am slp...5.30am woke up liao!!!!
so...def u ppl get readi to c a ghost on the first day...cos gonna have dark circles arnd my eyes...!!!
Hhahah still nvm...
i wan eat my Chicken Burger...hhahahha...
ok la...
gona stay up haiz...
goin to go out...
byebye...
:)))))

Haritha<3

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I have loved you all along..

Friday, January 1, 2010
12:43:00 PM

Ok la waked up at 11am...
Comeon my last few days of gd slp...
arghhh
Nvm la...
Talked to Prabha she said she level position 27...
wow!
Gd la..who noes mayb she my class...=D
hahha...
happy la if she is...
Then donno hw the days gonna be...
bt def i won be loitering in sch anymre...
lols...
no mre time sia...
ya...alot tuitions n classes...to consider..
No mre looking at NCC guys hahahah...
n making fun...
haiz...nvm still my craziness won let go me eh...
hahah...
wait till u r in Roshan place...
haha...
kk la..talking crap redi...
byebye...
Hey blog have a Blasted New Year...eh...
hahah

Haritha<3

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